Monday, 7 September 2009

『時間會在樂觀的人身邊用光速跑過。』

一個簡單o既電話短訊,把我從谷底拉出。

多謝你。

壓力來自我本身,有你的支持給我更大鼓勵。

家人的安慰都同樣重要,令我心靈得以平靜。

惡夢雖未完全完結,就當是給自己一個考驗吧。

Sunday, 6 September 2009

Demon in me.

I am just afraid one day i can't stand this anymore. Although one month is not that long, it's just too much. I am in deep pressure that i can't and i don't know how to release it. I tried, but it's still here.
What can i do?

This is not me anymore. It feels like i will never be happy anymore. The most scary part is, i won't feel happy even when i am having fun. That makes it worse. What am i suppose to do? Everything is just too fast, i don't even have time to think or to feel. It's just gone!

Hands are shaking for no reason. Heart beating like hell for no reason. I am really going to be a crazy man. If God can help me, Please help me now! I am in deep pain. It is too heavy.